YAYYYYYYYYYY NEVER EVER HAVE TO CARE ABOUT THE HSC AGAAAAAAAAAAAAINNNNN
I'm satisfied with my atar, although I wish I could've got better, but it does get me into the course I want so I'm fine with it : )
Now all the hscers can relax after months of struggling : D CONGRATS EVERYONE ON FINISHING AND GOOD LUCK IN UNI

I need to do a bunch of things now that school is gone and the holidays are here, including finding a job and exercising more T_T but anything is better than exams : DDD

Arrhhh I'm gonna miss high school and all those awesome memories with friends T_T EVERYONE MUST KEEP IN TOUCH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Also I'm trying to sell my excel books....I got ext 1 and 2 maths excel books and ext 2 maths past papers..but I can understand if no one wants to buy them, I seriously did not like those two subjects -_- esp ext 2......

Oh yes I watched avatar yesterday, IT'S A VERY GOOD MOVIE GO AND WATCH IT SLDKFJLSKDJFSDFKLJSDLKFJSLDFJ

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1. I seriously need a new computer
2. But got an iTouch instead right when my old gen 1 nano died
3. Must pack away exercise books and hide into garage, I have all my exercise books from yr 8 to now still in my room....somewhere...
4. Need to do secret santa shopping T_T
5. Dad's work gave him chocolates which he gave to me which I don't know how long will take me to eat
6. Needs to start playing keyboard again, forgot all the songs I knew
7. NEEDS A JOB T_T
8. I hear dad calling family in china about my results..it doesn't sound good ARHH
9. I get bored easily
10. I wish everyone a happy holiday

FINALLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY I AM FINISHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHED
NO MORE EXAMS LSKDFJLSKDJFLSKDJFLKSJDLFKJ I'm too happy and tired to type anymore lol
Now it's just partying and being retarded time
GOOD LUCK TO ALL THOSE WHO ARE STILL BATTLING THE EVIL HSC : D

Yes this is my last decent holiday before the HSC T_T In fact, this isn't even a proper holiday since most of exams/assignments are in the first two weeks next term.

This term has been soooo depressing, I screwed up 90% of my exams. I don't even have the energy or the will to be upset anymore OTL I should work hard...but I'm just too unmotivated. I feel so emotionless and empty these days...
~Rynen lent me bleach, so I've just been watching that, it makes me forget the crapness of school. Hopefully I'll feel better soon or I'll end up failing my HSC T_T

I shall try to make the most out of this holiday. My teacher told me to devote at least 1/3 of it to studying. At the rate I'm failing I'd probably need to devote more than half. I'm just too bored atm, dad's home so i can't watch bleach T__T And I can never study on the first few days of the holiday..

I MUST TRY TO THINK POSITIVELY _{as ~Anti-Mulk always tells me} I'm going to ~melodybox's tomorrow with ~Anti-Mulk, and I'll be sewing hair for ~Anti-Mulk's doll : ) SHE'S BUYING ME AN ICE BLOCK AS PAYMENT T_T SUCH SLAVE LABOUR _{actually she said she'll buy me lunch : D} AND SHE MIGHT MAKE HER AWESOMELY YUMMY CALAMARI : DDDDDDDDDDDDD

My last HSC exam ends on the 3rd of Nov, until then I shall try to keep alive : )

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT
i'm soooooooooooooo happy right now : DDDDDD today was my last exam!!!!!!!!!! i can just FEEL the pressure and stress sliding away : DDDDDDDDDD

arhh i've been horribly sick for the past two weeks...exam+stress+cold+other weird factors = dead me
i swear there were times when i was so close to fainting in class...T_T ok i'm just too unhealthy but seriously...school KILLED me. i do not want to see myself prior to the hsc...
has been forcing me to see a doctor, but now that i feel better i don't bother anymore. BUT i will start exercising more and get more healthy : D

well, that explains my inactivity. with no exams and holidays coming up next week, i guess i can be more alive again. next few days = recovering : DDDDD i still have a cold, but that doesn't bother me very much.

OMG BOUGHT ME SUUUUCH A CUTE KEYRINGGGGGGGG. IT'S A MOOFIA : DDDDDDDDDD KAJSHDJKASKDJFHSDJHFSHD *goes psycho*
and my awesome school friend just joined dA today : D AND ANOTHER FRIEND JOINED TOO

hmm easter next thursday, anyone going to the easter show??? i've only ever been there once..6 years ago : )
still trying to figure out what to do in the holidays..i just feel like going out and doing something fun. wants to go to the beach and take photos : D and i want to go ice skating _{hi hana i'm looking at you} AND SALLYYY LETS DDR I MISS DDR LOL T_T
i'm being weird arent i...i still have hw and still have to present my speech tomorrow...OH WELL. i'll be fine till i get my results back...

HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY EVERYONE

arhhhh i bet this will turn into a rant journal so yeah...arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh T_T

my internet is really really getting on my nerves -_- ONLY TWO WEEKS AFTER IT UNCAPPED, I'M CAPPED AGAIN FOR SOME REASON T___T actually i don't even know if this is my internet's problem, my laptop's problem or some other weird problem...
sites doesn't load and i have to refresh it several times to load about only 1/4 of the page...and sometimes it never loads...I CAN'T EVEN CHECK MY MESSAGES T__T THEREFORE I CAN'T SEE ALL THE PRO ARTWORK FROM EVERYBODY T__________T two weeks more till my internet uncaps -________________-

other than that school isn't providing any relief either. next week i'm going to start having assignments and assessments every week till end of term...and most of them require research so if i don't start now i'm screwed...and some of last term's results came back AND THEY WERE REALLY DEPRESSING..i'm not going to pass year 12 at this rate T_T
i've been selling chocolates for the school as a fundraiser for year 12, i guess that's something fun to do..

well i guess my internet died at a good time, less dA and less msn means more school work done : D and i should really stop getting sick too....everytime i get better, a week later i get sick again -_- must not get sick during the exaaaaams, especially the history speeeeech T_T

i'm going to go and de-stress and do hw now